Surprise!

Just felt like I had to clear up the cobwebs and dust around this old blog. But hardly anyone ever comes here anymore, so I don’t know if updating is actually a good use of my time, which by the way I am running out of. I must stop procrastinating. It’s like masturbating. You enjoy it till you find out you’re only fucking yourself up.

I have been pissy and cranky, and I really must apologize to those I have vented my frustrations upon. Sorry… It’s always like this, that one period of the month when a girl gets a red reminder, she starts becoming a psycho bitch… Uncharacteristically I broke down three times in a day over something I should just let go. Like woah, I should see a therapist lest I become mental. I even yelled and cursed at my mom today. Like EVERY SINGLE SOLITARY DAY she has to tell me to “CLEAN UP YOUR ROOM! AND YOUR WARDROBE!”. It’s MY room, and if I can live with the mess I don’t see why she has to make a fuss about it. So with a streak of rebellion I yelled back “IT’S CLEAN ENOUGH FOR ME!!!” and I slammed the door.

I feel bad. I hate puberty. I hate bleeding from my vagina. Ew.